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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Don't need to hide cos i knew Don't need to fake cos you're not good at it Don't need to lie cos GOD shown me about it Don't run away cos i caught you . . . . . . RED HANDED . . . Thanks you ruining everything I don't trust you, like no more unless certain occasion only Yes, thanks to a friend i gotta know about it from there i excess yes, its true . . one did does the same thing as before while the other ? hahaa ~! i almost fall in love with you cos the way you cared about me but when i see that FARKING post oOoOoOoOOO . . okea, i don't wat to say la you always did that anyway you don't see it truely like what my byy seyy KALAO DA LUDAH AKU TAK AKAN JILAT BALIK understand those words oh! its in malay . . do you freaking understand ? hahahahahah ! i know you would. i think. i given you chances but you always let it away this time, no chances passed by you no more and when i say about chance i meant TRUST bye.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I decided to post a post before i go to sleep and start my UNDERSTANDING TEST week tomorrow. Not really a happy post i must say. I am very sad that i cannot help someone i neo she's in need but i cannot do anythin though i kept on thinking how i wished i could help her but to that person, i am sorry . . Hurts to hear Hurts to believe it but somehow no matter what is her, you still look forward too why ? - no other choice ? its okea, i don't mind but please, none of us wanted to see or hear or look or talk or anything got to do with it me ? idk sometime it hurts when something does repeated-ly and i guess i have enough betul kate orang benci benci mcm mana pun tetap dtg alek bila kesusahan true ? Dear, dear i am happy now i don't need to look for it i am very happy soooooo much please, do not spoilt this happiness i have inside i wanna to be this way and don't try to change it cos if it does it might not be the same i dont think missing each other is in their story cos i don't feel it no more. this is me if i hate, i really hate don't expect to turn back believe me you neo me pitty well invited in certain occasion only ask ONCE that's all I happy H.A.P.P.Y please i begged do not ever think about changing it if you care for me let time and nature does everything if only you know, how i feel about you how i want to be like her you bring her up too to spend the day with you to go late nights with you to share our common theme together and so on i know i can't i cannot even crack a silly joke *lame* but that's how to entertain someone its her life, and my life now not OUR life like we used too so yes . . i am happy . . mension it AGAIN HAPPY tat's all byyRhino, i need you so badly i missed you alot how i could express that. i love you and no one could take Me or you from each other no matter how much that wanted to. you are the one that i want you to be my husband to me and a father to OUR children don't get distracted by anything or anyone what is pasted let it be don't hold any grudges to it my mind and heart is towards you and not anyone else you can confirmed that chop, signed, locked - key throw I AM FULLY YOURS need not ask no more im yours truely fullstop. I love you sayang . . guess i stop here and end it here update if any interested occasion triggered .
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
okea, though i am very busy lately . . i took this time to blog about something . Byy, thanks for accumpany me today, i skipped school as i did not bring my lab coat and shoes so i cannot enter the science lab and i have to mark absent for that attendence . I know that you are working night shift today and you need you rest till you start work but then you sacrifice yourself so that you can accompany me the whole day while you have to sleep . With that, you are willing to hang out with my friends too and we did have fun. After all the excitements, you proceed to get yourself ready for work. I was sad to see you and a state where you are very tired and have to go to work but somehow choose to spend the day with me. Thanks syg. I feel so touched where i am the one to have the understanding fact that you have to rest. Byy, terima kasih kerana sudi menemani I hari ini and i am sorry that i cause so much trouble for you where you have to rest. I love you byy. . so much . . MMMUUARQKSSS ~! we are celebrating our anniversary this coming march, BBQ at east coast and i am inviting closest friends only. Edyn will be inviting his side and I will inviting my side. My side, I am inviting, PUTERI SATRIA current commitee and my batch Normal Academic since 2003 only. For those uninvited, there will be a bigger event coming end of the year. Insyallah. Add on recipe, Edyn is celebrating his 20th Birthday as well so do come along with some Tepung kea kea kea ??? muhahaha xD and also this pit is our anniversary cum birthday celebration cum gathering, do come for those invited. Thank you! Do ask me for the location(= Love: Aneeyshia
Friday, January 22, 2010
 HAHAH ! Picture taken when its our 1 year plus ke ? orr before 1 year ? byk sangat photo we had . though i admit, my byy really look good nowadays and i loveeeeeee to girls looking at him in a 'WOW' reactions hahaaa, then . . i can just run up to him and have that special kiss and i just cant help it to see those girls' faces after that jahat kan, i dunt care how i look but i neo i look much prettier then them heheee, standard pretty at the eyes of my babyy . . (= seen my latest photo lately ? --------------- Okea people Aneeyshia will be busy for the time being to catch up my school to settle some staff and kick off some butts *aderla cerita2 belakang* -_______________-" Just feel free to contect me at my mobile and if your LUCKY , i'll return your calls and messages if not --- try another day(= Replies to tagboard : ByyRhino I am sure he's fine sayang well, perangai mcm die mana2 leh dapat kalo we are meant to be friends we will met with him again jangan takut, kite ada ramai kawan syg ramai FUCK friend "Friends-U-Can-Keep" add on: I LOVE YOU ByyRhino Edora okea kak, i will add you once im free kaa btw, i tried tagged your tagged board its locked . asal eh ? btw . . i missing ya ! and i typed, " hello syggg! rindu3 . . will be busy for the time being. Mit again soon(= " but was failed to sent . to jyea . .
my intension was meant no hurt wasnt given me a chance to explain and just walked away packed my staff and just send me home Yes, i appreciate it but it hurts to see you walking a distance from me and wasnt spare a thought to wait it hurts me when i know in the first place from the reaction, i have done something wrong to you but the mistake is i didnt realise. and now i say, i will be busy all day as in the whole week-maybe i want to study since the 16th week of my semester is my test week i spend some time to look at my sechduale to see if atleast i could mit you even for an hour or two and all that i want, is for you to just send me home for that time for that particular period cos i missed hugging you in the train i missed talking to you in the train i missed talking to you outside my home i missed taking the cab with you and i missed the short moment we had before we left for another day i did not meant anything more that night all i want is to spend that day with you that's all from the time i met you till the time i reached home i know there will be another day for us to mit but sometimes the heart cannot tell how much the LOVE contained inside cos the LOVE is uncounterable it will get either too much or too little emotional will arise either too much or too little that is what i learnt i hoped that you will forgive me as i really did not mean anything hurt maybe i did not phrase it right maybe that's my mistake i tak ungkit, i just need you even more today im sorry
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
I friend once said, 
It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. And once it's destroy, though you can fix it, it will never be the same again
Though only her who i TRUSTED the most and knows me better inside out . . Though only him who i TRUSTED the most and loves me better inside out . .
I have gone through alot these days, is this the reasons where i always fell sick ? Is it the tears i had the other day, make my eyes swollen and having a painful headache. The doctor says someting that abit shocked me. I really have to relax myself nowadays . I cannot have alot of stress or it will get even worse . Hais . . Relaxxxx . . ByyRhino, I love you dearly. Please be with me and support me where ever i go. Prevent me from doing something that i shouldn't have do babyy . I love you ByyRhino .
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